A dialogue about a recent post

The actual post is this:

“It may be socially correct to lie, fake and display what you aren´t, but “living” like this, is the perfect method to deny and kill yourself slowly and sure.”

Richard says:

“How about that: maybe people want to get killed. So what?”

Me:

Well, you see that´s the real issue with not few people – behind this unconscious morbid wish to not really wanna live, is the urge to destroy… – yourself, the people around you, ultimate the planet.

Of course, no one would ever admit they want to die, but it is quite obvious though, that many are not interested really in Living.

I have meditated on this for very long. I have no real answers, apart from my eager wish to get a coherent picture. For sure, it is very hard to decipher this insidious “truth” behind this obscure desire to die, as no one kind of is interested to see things from this perspective and engage in a serious discussion. It is indeed a very uncomfortable topic.

Anyhow, I kind of suspect that somehow humanity longs for its destruction “conscious-unconsciously” – the ego wants ultimately to dissolve itself through apocalyptic disruption - and if too many are in this situation, feeling unspeakable despair, self-contempt and disrespect for themselves and life, we will all be part of this collective nightmare.