Isn´t it funny…?
Life shuns all our intellectual attempts to grasp what she is about. Our most valued asset is our thinking and our logic. And time after another, Life baffles and mocks our logic – how can this futile instrument measure Its Mystery and Grandeur?
No, we never get any answers through our thinking. We are unwilling to understand that and struggle even harder to fathom the seemingly unfathomable. A total waste of time, isn´t it?… Our pursuit in this sense is as meaningful as trying to catch air.
Instead of LIVING life, we try to understand it, to eternally “interpret” it. But because life never fits into our preconceived ideas and bigoted interpretations, we mostly have a wrong relation to it, as we can never control it…
We are pathetic really. We refuse to understand the simplest truth: LIFE IS NOT ABOUT THINKING, IT IS ABOUT EMOTION.
Our ever-failing thoughts, our constant dissatisfaction and frustration caused by eternal ruminating, for not having control over anything, has done that we are in a continuous state of riot.
Our mental dis-functionality has deeply affected our emotions, our soul. We are all emotional wrecks. We have become some kind of disjointed freaks as we kill ourselves constantly, going against our emotions. We are afraid to see what we have done to ourselves.
At the end of the day, what we need to learn is trust, to re-connect with Faith. Our existential fears are mostly the outcome of lack of faith. We need to give up this frenzied thinking, this hopeless searching that will bring us only dire regrets.
When we allow ourselves to feel and let go of this damn logic, then we have a chance that life unravels itself through a nice poem, a nice perfume, or through a nice smile from the evening flowers.
So, take a break from thinking!