My name is Conflict – what´s yours?

Every person is a sum of different conflicts in war with each other.

So more often than not you don´t really meet vivid persons, but
loose and abysmal conflicts calling themselves “I”.

 

You and me and The Vivid Word

Can we deliberately put behind idle talking and verbal “intelligent” inertia that bring no benefit, and instead begin communicating honestly and pragmatically and in this way bring about A Real Change?

You are real because nothing is real

I am aware that the following is a highly unusual outlook on life and can be easily taken as pure existential extravagance, but the ones ready to hear, will hear the resonance of these words:

It all seems real, yet it is not.

This manifested world is a Mirage. A dream.
Some kind of playful will-o’-the-wisp.

Yes, you start Being Real, the moment you understand that
NOTHING IS REAL.

Then and only then you are free – knowing that nothing is real,
you are free from illusion,
free from fear, free from frustration, unhappiness and clinging.

This Freedom is the Uncreated Joy – Who You Really Are.

In this freedom you can create and you can juggle with it all.

If you want to know, you have to even let go of your yearning

Heartflow says:
My process has been one of realizing that my deepest yearning is to deepen my experience from moment to moment of what I (and many others) call the NOW. This space of the NOW, for me, has the meaning of entering each new moment in this mysterious life with an untouched direct perception, not tinged by past experiences, be they pleasant or painful. It also means to not waver from this immersion in this NOW and entertain mental images about what we call the “future”.

Me:
What many people call “now” is oftentimes another illusion.
NOW has nothing to do with “yearning”, “deepening” or “experience”.
The hardest one is that if we yearn, we will have even more yearning but not the object of yearning…
Now is inconsistent as It exists in non-existing.

It is like trying to seize a dream. How can we then long for something non-existent?

Can experience ever know anything about something which is totally unknown,
outside its “tinged” range of perception?

When we become immediately aware of this subtle insight, only then
What Is Beyond Dream can make Itself known.

A great dialogue about the Unknown

Richard:
All of us do only think. There’s no real knowing. To see the unknown is a great task. Not seeing seems to be much easier than seeing. It takes a lot of courage to see, since our society always urges us to wear some extremely dark sunglasses.

seeingwhatis answering:
To not know is a great task. Or no task. But no task is impossible for an individual to have. Knowing is mind. Still there is knowing, which is a miracle. Pure reflection of seeing what is. Second to knowing there is thinking of knowing, which is belief in form of doubt. When you see you see and apart from that you just exist without belief. To just exist as one with all you have to vanish completely, and then lose your perception. Still there will be a process, but no memory. No one to enlighten directly from that no-state.
You know if you know. Otherwise you think.

My answer:

Richard
Of course there is no knowledge in thought, as thought is mere projection of the fearful mind.

Let´s put it like this: The Unknown sees you, and when you allow to be seen, you see the seeing…This can happen only when mind is peaceful and “un-moving”- like the stillness of the lake mirroing the pure sky.

You see, that is very hard to swallow this, but what we call “society” is our own resistance and fear to abandon illusion.
Society as such, can exist ONLY within our inward illusion, society is indeed a sum of illusions, mine and yours…Once we start letting go of and seeing illusion as illusion, we can feel horrendous loneliness…as what is left…? We have built our whole life on a terrible misunderstanding…It hurts to fully realize that, it feels like we are left with nothing.

That´s why most humans don´t dare leaving the false, as the false connects and binds them.. This is their sense of security, being false but together… To face this utter loneliness requires huge courage as you start questioning the collective deception. As you know, if you deprive people of illusion they will react fiercely, feeling threatened…and consider you being odd, crazy or whatever…Generally they don´t like the individuals who go against the current.

Not fearing solitude is the beginning of the death of illusion, and then only,
The Unknown can make itself “known” to us.

Tonight

I entered the subway. There were no vacant places, so I sat down next to a girl you couldn´t possibly ignore.
And yet, that´s what I did, knowing how arrogant and obnoxious good-looking women often are, I turned my back on her, writing what I had in mind for the moment, feeling at ease, managing to catch my idea.
Here is what I wrote:

The so-called modern mind is eternally occupied. An occupied mind is unspeakably mechanic and redundant, totally uncreative, blind, yes, impotent – nothing more or less.
This witless mind is always aroused, greedy and horny for pleasure,
but only on a mental level – passion and emotional fulfillment being to it like dawn to a vampire.
Any spontaneous, genuine and undaunted feeling is its greatest threat.

It doesn´t hear, it doesn´t see, it refuses to live.

To be continued

Your inner world

I reblog this from http://getranting.wordpress.com

As children, we create beauty in the most detached environments with our imagination. We require no knowledge, for our imagination provides us with creativity which creates an inner world within us exempt from the critics of the outside world. As we transition into adulthood, creativity is lost as we make way for new knowledge. We forget the importance of imagination as knowledge becomes the dominant focus of our lives. The inner world within us becomes lost as we adapt to the outer world.

Never let the child within you die out. Whenever you stumble in life, the child within you will catch you from your fall and shield you. He/she will stand by you as you heal and rediscover the true “you” in your childhood that has been lost in the adult world. Search for the creativity you’ve lost, as your imagination provides you with salvation from the malcontent in the outside world. Do not lose that inner world, the inner voice that provides you with guidance when you are lost. And when the time is right, you will spread your wings and be ready to fly again.

What is the State – commenting Paul´s post

It just kind of struck me now – the word State is the same as state… – as inner emotional condition.

So the State, is nothing but a sum of different twisted emotional and mental states…A sum of ubiquitous madness basically…

Can collective madness be counteracted …? I don´tknow…

What I know for sure though is that we can “counterfeel” it…:) We can counterstrike with great Love, great emotions, with great lucidity…embracing timeless Art and refulgent Beauty…

Yes!…

Let´s try!!

Do we dare to look inside?

Everything around feels so empty because everybody is obsessively looking for worth and meaning outside.
It is sort of peculiar to say this, but the reason why our present age feels so hollow is because modern man is hollow inside. He is always on the go – where to really?…- ever eschewing, ever procrastinating. As he feels frustrated and unhappy, life is always somewhere else. Everybody is busy to escape. Indeed, out of fear, cowardice and sloth, people refuse to grow – that is, to take the trouble to initiate the inner journey, to confront their inner essence.

So due to this sometimes seemingly irremediable inner poverty, invariably projecting themselves away from themselves in order to escape their inner hollowness, Self-loss and blatant worthlessness, most humans have lost contact with Life, with everything alive. As Oscar Wilde very well put it, they know the price of everything but the value of nothing.  Most of the people today have lost the ability to recognize real worth, they kind of recognize only their inner absence, really, the monstrous stupidity we face everywhere is the outcome of this fear, escapism and refusal to go inward.

It is so flagrant, despite the incredible outer richness in the Western world, people have never been so hauntingly poor. You can witness this inner poverty in the ubiquitous greediness, ignorance, despair, sloth and stupidity. For sure, the more you flee yourself, the more univocal and dumb you become – like music today.

Meaning, beauty, order and Sense stem from being in touch with the inner world, with Self. Absence of Self is evident: no art, no music, no real expression, but infamous ugliness everywhere, disorder, noise…Modern man not only that is hollow but is very noisy.

He loves noise…NOISE IS THE SONG OF HIS NON IDENTITY. He is always noisy trying hardly to conceal his inner worthlessness and misfortune.

I do not intend to be cynical I am just diagnosing the age I am part of. All this being said I ask you all:

How can we tell people that they are dreaming an evil dream? That nobody is poor, that there is incredible riches inside their souls, that beauty, order and meaning are not just “philosophical stuff” but absolute reality.

HOW CAN WE TELL A POOR PERSON OF HIS RICHNESS WHEN HE STUBBORNLY SEES HIMSELF POOR?… My question is of the highest importance, it´s the key to the change we all need to undergo.

Do we have to keep projecting our worthlessness into total outer chaos? Do we have to see war, violence, destruction and calamity before WE DARE TO LOOK INSIDE?

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