I started Mirrors of Encounters in October 2010. In February 2012 I had 3000 visits. There were between 10-40 visits a day. Some days there were none.
Against all odds, although many times it felt a rather meaningless task, I didn´t quit writing. I didn´t quit my dream that it is possible to create a New Togetherness, a new contact between us, a new connexion.
Wasteland is lurking every second. Wasteland is the Death of expression, depression, alienation, regression, compact and indiscernable nothingness really. The “struggle” against its “prerogatives” – absence, immobile darkness, despondency, chaos and separation is huge. During this time I felt many times like being on the verge of total disintegration, only few steps away from being defeated and irrevocably wiped out by these evil forces. Very few know the gravity of this unaccountable process. It was unspeakably lonely, if I were to tell anyone of this combat with these dark forces, I would have been considered a crazy fool.
Being so dead, the average man no longer can see Life in all its cosmic reality; reality for him is nothing but a cheap charade, so how can such a man have any understanding, empathy or interest in this kind of process he would take for absurd madness…?
As I said it before, word was my sword and my life buoy in this fight. I write out of this urgent inner necessity to defy this monstrous absence and darkness, I write cause I hate stupidity and intellectual sloth, this is my only way just now to keep alive.
I write because I see things others don´t see or pretend not to see. Many of the things I write about are not in the sphere of “my competence”, but someone has to take the trouble to verbalize what humans are afraid to formulate. I try the best I can… many times I manage to hit “the right chord”, many other times “I strike wrong notes.”
The funny thing is, that even when I was wrong, I was right, cause I was not interested to be right. I am not afraid, but learn from my mistakes.
As I said, at the end of february Mirrors of Encounters had 3000 visits here. At the beginning of March, I felt how I reached some kind of inner break-through. It was the point when I felt I managed to break a hole in the thick body of Darkness and collective Fear.
I began to feel a new Joy…I began to feel involved in whatever was around me…my perception was new…clear…transaprent. I began to see details no on else would consider…Yes, I began to feel the relief of escaping the iron grasp of the wasteland. Life, in all its beauty and splendor was now beginning to unravel her beautiful shining countenance…
This enhanced state of peace and clarity has grown in me day by day, especially in the last 10 days reaching incredible heights. This feeling could have been just another illusion but it was not.
Literally I began to see that my presence was permeating everything around me. One good point is that from having 30-40 visitors a day, in the last for days there have been 95, 155, 177 and 212. Exponential growth. In May I had 3000 visitors, as many as I had within a year.
I had written good posts before. I deliver good posts now. The point is that it was not the posts in themselves which attract all this amount of people, but THIS VERY INNER BREAK THROUGH, this new feeling of great peace, clear vision, joy and stability which is the beginning of a life in dignity.
With your help, Mirrors of Encounters becomes more and more a place of inspiration, well-being, swift connection and truth. A place where energy is flowing and flourishing.
THIS ENERGY CREATES UNTHINKABLE WONDERS. You will see…Let´s walk a while and we will witness this together!
We are each others yearning! This energy is not mine or yours. It is ours, our birth right!
WE CAN CREATE A NEW SPACE, A NEW CONTEXT OF FREEDOM OF GREAT FORCE, ABUNDANCE AND LOVE!
Trust me, this is the beginning.
