Keep quiet?

Not easy.
Sometimes, for sure, it´s better to shut up.
People will hear what they wanna hear anyway… 

18 aug 2010

Flori ,
de noapte





We too

If a say :
“Behold, Life is an unfathomable wonder ”
most likely you will not believe me. But indeed, that´s what life is.


Real change

If we want to change this world, individually and collectively,
we´ll have to throw away the mask, accepting our pain and misfortune,
deal and work through the illusion of being “separate” .

When illusion dies, we live.

Life is the giver and the witness of my worth

It has taken me years to finally understand that you don´t create for humans, but  for Life herself.

People may or may not give you the right feed-back, what today is “in fashion” tomorrow is decay…

Understanding this, I no longer care for others´ interest. If I receive feed-back and recognition it is great… – if not…I continue anyway,´cause Life is the Giver and the witness of my worth …
What it counts, is to feel the pulsating vividness of inspiration and meaning…second by second.

This insight gives me a lot of new faith, and, a renewed energy, because what a waste of time and creative force, to expect people to take interest in you…Especially nowadays in this narcissistic age. What can narcissists give except hollowness …? 😀

The funny thing is that when you turn your back to Fame, she will pursue you.

The same goes for women 😉  …

Utan titel

Vi promenerar i var sitt labyrint

Bara när vi inte hittar vägen ut, vågar vi vara oss själva


Vem är Du

utan alla dina dagar

utan alla dina svar…?


…vi skildes på obestämd tid

i obestämd sanning

Den dagen glömde han ge namn till sin omgivning


It has been such a dreary long path to go, all these years  searching and doing things that made no sense for others, putting incredible effort and strenuous work into art-visions that more often than not, received no feed-back whatsoever…

But now, in this very second, I feel THESE SHORT MOMENTS OF INEFFABLE PEACE AND JOY COMING OUT OF NOWHERE … It means that I followed my inner destiny, as now, Life itself, gives me her confirmation and remuneration, for 30 years of darkness, confusion, utter  loneliness and toil.

PS  Belive it or not , but this post is nr 300 !!  and I didn´t know that as I was writing this 🙂 …3 ,  the magic number…