Who are we afraid of really?

We play theater with each other because we have no idea Who we really are. So, not knowing who, or what you are, you impose and fight in extremis for your hardly acquired roles, because you are convinced that you are the roles you play.

So, if you look around, there are no real individuals, but roles arguing with other roles.

The tragedy is that we keep playing theater even for ourselves, and ask  why we are unhappy…


Let us linger and reflect: Who are we trying to please by not being ourselves?

There are many who have wasted their whole life in this totally fake behaviour, and despite the fact that there is not much time left, out of fear to discover WHO THEY REALLY ARE, they continue this cheap mummery still giving their life to these obnoxious lies.

I really wonder who is to blame for stealing our lives through generations? Can it be that it all started with the mendacious priests and the Christian church, who killed our joy of living, making us feel guilty and imposing incredible lies during ages?

I will illustrate my point: there is this word in Swedish -“galen”- meaning crazy.
Long ago, there were these powerful women who yelled and screamed their joy in a kind of ecstatic ritual. This kind of yelling was called “gala”. When the first Christians arriving in Sweden, hearing these  women expressing this ecstatic femininity, got so threatened by their power, and decided to silence them, calling them Galen, i.e Crazy…

Apparently, these impotent impostors, have left such a huge trauma in our collective souls, (especially in women) so we still feel ashamed whenever we are really alive. And how do you reduce someone alive to silence? Through humiliation, mockery and guilt.

This is our gift from Christianity:

Shame and unspeakable hypocrisy.

About julienmatei
I feel an inner urge to express what I see, to communicate and share with others all these impressions. Often the things I see are there, not yet manifest, but waiting... to be observed, talked about, and embraced. These new insights need another approach, a more vivid curiosity... Due to fear and prejudice we prefer to see only "the official" truth - but THE OFFICIAL TRUTH IS DEAD - being dead, it has nothing to give... We can continue pretending Death is fascinating or... we can take the trouble to LIVE... THE NEW has no definition yet... Again, IT requires another "perception", the courage to apprehend everything differently, from a totally new angle, with new confidence and inquisitive touch. This blog is not about interesting concepts, it is about participation... finding new solutions, inspiration, togetherness.

2 Responses to Who are we afraid of really?

  1. valentin says:

    Like many times before, those who suddenly have a deeper understanding of things beleve that all others can make the same jump. Actually, only those near the same verge can do it, for the rest ones their teachings are just confusing.
    Please bear in mind that your words are just for those few..

    In the blame issue i beleve that nobody bears the deep one. A blind man guids other blind men, or tries to trick them… Either way nobody is seeing the road so the chance of arrival is close to impossible.

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