This is my manifest

I really wish to get in touch with others who are tired of lies, PEOPLE WHO WANT TO SEE, WHO WANT TO HEAR, WHO DARE LOOK AT REALITY IMPARTIALLY, who are prepared to face Truth and the real problems we – as individuals and society -, are being confronted with.

Of course, for all cowards and lazy-minded people, what I say now is preposterous. And I must admit, I do feel ridiculous, articulating things that are so evident and yet, no one wants to hear or speak about.

It is also the fact, that I could substantiate my point with encounters with different people from real life who confirm what I now am about to say, but that would be too long, and I want to be as concise as possible.

The thing is that we are in big trouble. We are in big crisis. WE ARE THIS CRISIS, and due to incredible cowardice, laziness and stupidity we refuse to look at the reality we have been creating for so long…

Our education system is bankrupt, our financial system likewise, real relations between people have become almost non-existent. WE ARE SPIRITUALLY BANKRUPT!

Modern woman has become a total failure, femininity as such, is gravely ill. Men are in deep problem, lonely, confused, unloved – cause there are no real women to love them. Modern man has lost his masculinity and is either numb, or frustrated, and feeling unloved he has become terribly violent.

We fake everything, that´s why there is no real Art anymore, no creativity. When I say Art, I don´t mean museums or so-called “culture”. Creativity is the result of authenticity, freedom and good and fruitful relations. But there is no freedom in pretending and lying.




Humanity refuses to confront its huge problems, and not confronting problems, means not wanting to live.

It seems that the human race is on the verge of collective suicide.

I look for clear-minded people with a vivid soul, people who see “beyond” surface. I want to speak with others about these matters,  I WANT TO HEAR YOUR HONEST OPINION, because only through confronting the problem we can find solutions.

It is hard  to communicate freely about these vital life-questions, as mostly, there is this gigantic fear of life…

Very few are honest and prepared to drop their “beautiful lies” in order to find new answers and have a real life.

It is for sure, if we continue to carry on with the same ignorance, I think we are doomed.

There is this scene in Nostalgia – a film by Andrei Tarkovsky. The fool in this movie is screaming to the indifferent mob:

“Aren´t you ashamed that a fool has to tell you the truth…?”

I feel like this fool…

About julienmatei
I feel an inner urge to express what I see, to communicate and share with others all these impressions. Often the things I see are there, not yet manifest, but waiting... to be observed, talked about, and embraced. These new insights need another approach, a more vivid curiosity... Due to fear and prejudice we prefer to see only "the official" truth - but THE OFFICIAL TRUTH IS DEAD - being dead, it has nothing to give... We can continue pretending Death is fascinating or... we can take the trouble to LIVE... THE NEW has no definition yet... Again, IT requires another "perception", the courage to apprehend everything differently, from a totally new angle, with new confidence and inquisitive touch. This blog is not about interesting concepts, it is about participation... finding new solutions, inspiration, togetherness.

5 Responses to This is my manifest

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  2. julienmatei says:

    Reblogged this on Mirrors of Encounters and commented:

    It´s probably right time to post this again.

  3. ” I WANT TO HEAR YOUR HONEST OPINION, because only through confronting the problem we can find solutions.” Fine, then, here it is: I see the projections and I translate them revealing the hidden truth. Julien, I am asking you to take ownership for your projections. I am asking you to translate the externalizing nouns and pronouns into me, myself, and I. Please look through the lens of ownership and see what your subconscious is screaming at you. Why? Because what you are revealing is so amazingly beautiful!- Aaron

    • julienmatei says:


      I am by no means afraid to look at and acknowledge my shortcomings and blind spots.

      Let´s take this for instance. I change We with Me:

      “The thing is that I am in big trouble. I am in big crisis. I am THIS CRISIS, and due to incredible cowardice, laziness and stupidity I refuse to look at the reality I have been creating for so long.”

      Can I admit this? Yes I can…Am I a coward? Maybe I unbeknownst am. Stupid? Of course. But lazy?…NO, I AM ANYTHING BUT THAT.

      And here´s ths thing furthermore: I never fake anything (why should I after all?) With other words, I am not a liar.

      Although quite often I may feel numb, frustrated, and terribly sad, I CAN DIFFERENTIATE WHEN I SPEAK ABOUT MYSELF, AND WHEN I OBJECTIVELY TAKE A PROBLEM INTO ACCOUNT.

      For sure, each one of us is responsible for the collective state of affairs, but again, there are some “facts” which I highlight, things that I simply observe and put words to.

      Again…what deeply unsettles me, is the ubiquitous unwillingness I see in people around me to stop and honestly ponder these issues. A fair discussion? Oh, no. They want circus and vapid and nonsensical lies. Our house is burning, but we pretend that everything is just fine.

      We are hollow, we are destitute – no matter if rich or poor – and yet, everybody tries hard to conceal these very facts: namely that this civilization has lost its contact with Source, that our Soul is dead. That Life in the human realm has become a masquerade often devoid of any meaning. That it´s easier to see a ghost, than witness true and genuine Love between us.

      If we collectively refuse to see Reality in the eye, admitting that we can´t continue with this present distorted way of relating to life and living, we are indeed in deep trouble.

      • Thank you for owning what you are saying. That helps me understand. I agree that we – me, the human population in general, as well as many other species – are in deep trouble. I see that society (including me) cannot clearly ponder the real issues because we are under the grips of a collective psychosis which manifests in a culture of projecting and blaming instead of taking ownership. And the media perpetuates this psychosis by making the blame game acceptable. So that is my mission, to call out the blame and bring awareness to the collective psychosis using the translation tool. That is my solution to the problem. Blaming is easy (so maybe that is why you are projecting laziness onto others without being able to own it?) Taking ownership is work, it is the first step of any recovery program. Instead of blaming (which feeds the psychosis) I ask the other person to own their shit. If they don’t own it, they are vulnerable to having someone call them out. I can do this because I am owning my own shit. It is time to end the collective psychosis by calling out the blame and projections. What I am suggesting is rather than perpetuating blame, get in their subconscious shadow using the translation tool and call out what is revealed. Please help me out with this, like you did the other day with the girl talking about how she would be hurt if you forgot about her. That was so right on. I love the work you are doing, Julien. I haven’t met many people as alive and vibrant and aware as you are. It is always a pleasure, and a tremendous learning experience, interacting with you. – Aaron

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