Becoming a child again

These last days, incredible truths have been “delivered” to me – not from an outer source but from inside of me. These “truths” kind of search me and I have to listen to what they´re telling me. Their messages seem at first sight so frighteningly simple and yet so extraordinary, so first I need to integrate them, digest and see whether they heal me.

I am ”required” to have the courage of being a child again…Heed with no interpretation, listen unbiased to what it´s being whispered. Difficult. I have to un-know everything I think I know…

A totally new and uncommon outlook on life…It´s like turning everything
upside down – a total switch of perspective. Something so pervasively grand so it is hardly conceivable…

About julienmatei
I feel an inner urge to express what I see, to communicate and share with others all these impressions. Often the things I see are there, not yet manifest, but waiting... to be observed, talked about, and embraced. These new insights need another approach, a more vivid curiosity... Due to fear and prejudice we prefer to see only "the official" truth - but THE OFFICIAL TRUTH IS DEAD - being dead, it has nothing to give... We can continue pretending Death is fascinating or... we can take the trouble to LIVE... THE NEW has no definition yet... Again, IT requires another "perception", the courage to apprehend everything differently, from a totally new angle, with new confidence and inquisitive touch. This blog is not about interesting concepts, it is about participation... finding new solutions, inspiration, togetherness.

2 Responses to Becoming a child again

  1. wartica says:

    I agree ; I’m not letting society dictate how I have to be –at any age 🙂

    • julienmatei says:

      Nice to hear from you – it´s been a while.

      Society is a sum of all the restrictions, inhibitions, fears and interdictions that have been imposed on us for trackless time. This twisted legacy we can feel deep in our souls. It is our identity.

      It is there – inside of us that the real struggle takes place. These inner foes are blind, inertial forces within us incredibly hard to deal with – to let go of them requires incredible courage, perseverance and ingenuity… To let go of them means also to let go of our so-called identity. After all, this False Identity has been our abode, it is something which has had us in its grip for millenia.

      That´s why confronting and letting go of these timeless evil shadows is a hellish troublesome process. It involves a lot of pain. In this sense, becoming a child again means dropping deliberately the falseness and humbly take in another kind of truth – a truth which is not yet “established”. In this process one becomes also new type of grown-up. By giving up the falsehood, we become the perpetrators of a new individual and collective identity.

      What do you think?

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