I resist my natural emotion therfore I exist

“Oh, I am so tired…I am really tired…worn out…”

Everything seems to be a reason for stress nowadays. Yes, you invariably hear this chorus everywhere – “I am tired, I am so stressed…
I have done this, been there, worked hard…I am exhausted…”
Working hard for everything seems to be the thing.
Calm and seamless living, what is that…? My virtue is my stress.

I´ve given this a lot of thought, so when I hear all this inane wailing I realize that it is not the effort or hard work which is to blame. This tiredness is the outcome of inner resistance:
“I AM THINKING TOO MUCH, I constantly and perseveringly resist my natural urges,
Self-tribulation is my virtue.”

These lamenting people are tired cause – I repeat – they are thwarting against and kill every natural spontaneous emotion; bluntly put, “I AM TIRED CAUSE I DON´T HAVE A LIFE”…What can you be other than worried and down when you know deep inside that despite all your actual achievements you don´t really live…

When not alive, what else can you feel other than fatigue, stress and pervading torment?

Get a life instead of stress!

About julienmatei
I feel an inner urge to express what I see, to communicate and share with others all these impressions. Often the things I see are there, not yet manifest, but waiting... to be observed, talked about, and embraced. These new insights need another approach, a more vivid curiosity... Due to fear and prejudice we prefer to see only "the official" truth - but THE OFFICIAL TRUTH IS DEAD - being dead, it has nothing to give... We can continue pretending Death is fascinating or... we can take the trouble to LIVE... THE NEW has no definition yet... Again, IT requires another "perception", the courage to apprehend everything differently, from a totally new angle, with new confidence and inquisitive touch. This blog is not about interesting concepts, it is about participation... finding new solutions, inspiration, togetherness.

5 Responses to I resist my natural emotion therfore I exist

  1. goldennuggetde says:

    This is so true. I also hear people complaining about the urge to meet one deadline after the other. There’s no stopping. It’s an artificial way or – maybe more precise – a tool to distract yourself from real life. Because real life seems to be so incredibly scary.

    To meet the inner silence seems to be so dangerous that most people do anything but stopping to think about the past and the future. The gossip in their heads is what causes their stress.

    Richard

    • julienmatei says:

      That is exactly it:

      “To meet the inner silence seems to be so dangerous that most people do anything but stopping to think about the past and the future. The gossip in their heads is what causes their stress.”

      In this continuous avoiding, Life and living has no priority…

  2. This is so awesomely true, Julien!
    Perfectly said.
    -> “What can you be other than worried and down when you know deep inside that despite all your actual achievements you don´t really live.”
    Stress has become a virtue indeed. Our tiredness has become an excuse to never achieve inner resonance. The truly sad part, is that our society is riddled with this very sickness. So, we can all look around at each other and somehow think it is normal, somehow think that to change it would be strange.
    Like you so perfectly said in your comment above, “Life and living has no priority”
    In my head I’m screaming “How can this change?!?!”

    • julienmatei says:

      Illusion can never change, or if it does
      it breeds just more illusion.

      So how can this change?…Once you see illusion as illusion…and totally let go of its grip – projection.

      The Void is utter loneliness in perfect relation with everything there is.
      With itself…

      We are “IT”…
      The Now of all nows 🙂

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