Are you happy to remain unhappy?

I experience an ever-growing and impending feeling that EVERY SECOND IS IMPORTANT! Unspeakably valuable. This second has nothing to do with time. Time doesn´t create value –  VALUE IS THE REAL TIME – and Value is this second, the real timeless time.

WHAT ARE WE GIVING THIS SECOND TO?… What is really building us up, and what is not…? Can we seriously and attentively approach this question? What counts and what doesn´t?…What has a real value?

Is there any value in suffering?…- Or Real Value can be perceived only when you´ve done away with suffering?

I see every day people stubbornly clinging and holding on to their destructive patterns. Many of them claim they want to “change”, but the truth of the matter is that they love to be in the obscure zones, they like it there. Issues are their motivation. Darkness feels home, it´s there many thrive.

If you tell them that change is possible, they seem to listen but in fact, they don´t.

They inertially continue to create suffering for themselves and others. So strange it is – they would never admit it, but it appears that secretly, people want to suffer. They love their tormentors. They love by turns to be either executioners or victims. Indeed, identification with suffering has been going on for millennia. How can we understand that since Pericles´ time, almost 2500 years ago, humanity has had more or less only madmen as leaders? What does it prove?…


Since immemorial time man thinks he deserves to suffer.

Can we question this entrenched highly perverted conditioning? Do we really want to assume this
insidious issue seriously? Can you see that there is no value in delusional identification with suffering??

For sure, Suffering is time. It can only exist in time. When you give up and let go of your identification with time, suffering is automatically dissolved. In that timeless state you will get to know The Ineffable Second I am talking about.

A new step, a new intent – a second, it´s all it takes.

So I ask you:

Do you want to take this step towards renewal?


About julienmatei
I feel an inner urge to express what I see, to communicate and share with others all these impressions. Often the things I see are there, not yet manifest, but waiting... to be observed, talked about, and embraced. These new insights need another approach, a more vivid curiosity... Due to fear and prejudice we prefer to see only "the official" truth - but THE OFFICIAL TRUTH IS DEAD - being dead, it has nothing to give... We can continue pretending Death is fascinating or... we can take the trouble to LIVE... THE NEW has no definition yet... Again, IT requires another "perception", the courage to apprehend everything differently, from a totally new angle, with new confidence and inquisitive touch. This blog is not about interesting concepts, it is about participation... finding new solutions, inspiration, togetherness.

3 Responses to Are you happy to remain unhappy?

  1. Sasha Hunter says:

    I like the way you get to the main thing. People want to remain in a world of their choosing even if it is painful.

    • julienmatei says:

      Thank you for your words!

      It is kind of strange, this post was meant to take up another topic, but as it happened it went its way into smth else…that´s the way I got to “the main thing”.

      Man is irrational to such a degree, so he prefers all sorts of conflicts and mischief rather than facing the Unknown…

      For the record, I like the way you write in your blog.

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