A deluded mind can never learn to love

You are really on your own. Just you and Life.

There is nowhere to go, no one is
really waiting for you, no one caring, cause nobody
really loves you, as they are all deluded,
they only love what you represent for them.

This insight hurts like hell; only your courage
to dispassionately grasp your own solitude is the ticket
to healing and to unalterable peace within.

Confronting Sorrow heals you from sorrow.

Know that there is only you Now,
there is no such thing as “later”:
Postponing will but enhance illusion,
your issues and your self-deceit.

If you are to understand this, this has to happen Now,
this very second.

If you don´t, you will eternally indulge in excuses,
continuing with the same silly and nonsensical
mental and emotional escape-patterns.

About julienmatei
I feel an inner urge to express what I see, to communicate and share with others all these impressions. Often the things I see are there, not yet manifest, but waiting... to be observed, talked about, and embraced. These new insights need another approach, a more vivid curiosity... Due to fear and prejudice we prefer to see only "the official" truth - but THE OFFICIAL TRUTH IS DEAD - being dead, it has nothing to give... We can continue pretending Death is fascinating or... we can take the trouble to LIVE... THE NEW has no definition yet... Again, IT requires another "perception", the courage to apprehend everything differently, from a totally new angle, with new confidence and inquisitive touch. This blog is not about interesting concepts, it is about participation... finding new solutions, inspiration, togetherness.

8 Responses to A deluded mind can never learn to love

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  2. reikiheidi says:

    Sounds like a pessimistic version of Buddhist philosophy!

    • julienmatei says:

      It may sound “pessimistic” but it is not 😉

      And for the record, it´s not “philosophy” either. It´s plain
      “truth”, and you´ll know it as such, once you deliberately venture into Sorrow…

      • reikiheidi says:

        My bad… shouldn’t have used ‘philosophy’, should just have been ‘Buddhism’ 🙂
        It’s one truth, maybe, but there are many truths…

      • julienmatei says:

        Not even Buddhism 🙂

        There are no truths there…Not even one…

        Not even a name left…Maybe pure Heidi-ism 😉 if you dare know

      • reikiheidi says:

        There’s definitely Julienism, and I’m glad of it 🙂
        Do I dare? Now there’s a question I ask myself. I have dipped and dived and dabbled… I’m probably closer than many, but not as close as I’d like to think.
        The fool who knows (s)he is a fool is a wise (wo)man

  3. julienmatei says:


    Closer than who…? Closer than what…? Many…who are these many…? Is many a thought, an objectified reality…?

    Who would like?… Is Heidi a “would like”…or maye a “wouldn´t like”…? Who thinks and why…? Can thought ever understand…? Thought is but fear and resistance to let go…

    Is there such thing as “many” in this “face to face” encounter…? No…there is either not…There is not even “one”

    The fool both knows and not knows She is a wise “un”-He 😉

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