Inner fatigue

Thoughts are tiresome.


Words likewise.

No purpose left.

Reading or writing?…

Even a single Letter

Feels too much.

I am trapped

In the Destiny

Of a Breath


Logic hurts.

Being stuck hurts.

Silence hurts too.

Even this Absence



About julienmatei
I feel an inner urge to express what I see, to communicate and share with others all these impressions. Often the things I see are there, not yet manifest, but waiting... to be observed, talked about, and embraced. These new insights need another approach, a more vivid curiosity... Due to fear and prejudice we prefer to see only "the official" truth - but THE OFFICIAL TRUTH IS DEAD - being dead, it has nothing to give... We can continue pretending Death is fascinating or... we can take the trouble to LIVE... THE NEW has no definition yet... Again, IT requires another "perception", the courage to apprehend everything differently, from a totally new angle, with new confidence and inquisitive touch. This blog is not about interesting concepts, it is about participation... finding new solutions, inspiration, togetherness.

2 Responses to Inner fatigue

  1. reikiheidi says:

    Go out in the country, whisper to the wind, caress the grass and put your tired head to the trees?
    Nature can revive in a way that trapped urban life never can…

  2. julienmatei says:

    The inner country han no country.

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