Your inner story equates your destiny

Whatever happens, or doesn´t happen in your personal life-story is the outcome
of your inner story.

All events, all dramas, people you encounter, all relations, or absence of
meaningful relations,  mirror perfectly your inner state – your conditioning.

This inner conditioning of yours decide everything in the course of what you call
“personal experience”. Indeed, your inner conditioning equates your destiny!

With other words, this conglomerate of emotions, memories, traumas,
unfulfilled wishes, unresolved conflicts and expectations from your childhood
become THE ENTITY WHICH GOVERNS YOUR LIFE, WHO CALLS ITSELF “I”.

In most cases, your real I-ness has no chance against this powerful inertial dissonance. This vibrational disharmony is usually very powerful, it continues to perpetuate itself, yes, it lives “your” life, without you having a chance to assert yourself “against” it – as your real individuality is not sufficiently constellated.

If you were abused and maltreated in your childhood, if your father or mother were emotionally frustrated, if you were demeaned and scorned, the sum of these experiences will attract encounters with people with the same predicament.

If you are reasonably awake, you will admit that all your friends and acquaintances 
although being individuals with different backgrounds, secretly share a kind of similar destiny with yours.

I repeat: your early life-experience determines the course of your life!

Tell me honestly, how many times you haven´t worked hard to achieve something desirable, and what you got was nothing but a reiteration of your well-known life-drama…You wanted a better partner, a more understanding friend, a better position, but eventually you “manifested” the same abusive wife or husband, narcissistic friend or boss, being hopelessly relegated to your role as a victim of your own destiny…

Seemingly, your vulnerable and loose I-ness has no chance “to beat up” these mighty destructive forces. 

It is for sure an impossible combat to try fighting against this timeless individual and collective adverse heredity.

Sadly enough, very few will know the liberation from this reckless fate, and it is understandable why – it is an impossible undertaking to outwit an immemorial conditioning which is the very foundation of this “civilization”.

If you feel that you are among “those few” – and you might be, since you read these lines now – know that IT IS POSSIBLE TO PUT BEHIND THIS AGELESS DRAMA.

What is required is your readiness and lucidity to see things as they truly are.

Against all odds, what you have to do is acknowledging the drama but stop
fighting against it.

Understand that whatever you try to conceive being caught in the grip
of conditioning,
 will inevitably fail. 

IF YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR LIFE-STORY, YOU  NECESSARILY
NEED TO LET GO OF IT, TELLING YOURSELF A NEW STORY.

Watch out to not repeat the old story in a new version, which easily happens
when people and political systems claim to change.

Just stop aspiring! Take a break from it all for a while!
STOP TRYING TO BUILD ON A FALSE GROUND!

Put an end to this wicked carousel by just observing it impartially.

RETRIEVE YOUR INNOCENCE. Give yourself a new space! Your sense of real
I-ness may be presently weak and vulnerable, but through becoming a
child again, you can discover its incredible strength.

Observe your sorrow, don´t try to heal it through relations or through actions, cause you end up where you started. Just observe it, express it!

CRY IT if it feels like that!…It is no shame to express your pain!

Start to play again! Play and play even if it hurts! Improvise and play!
Put everything upside down! See Life, as an expression of Joy instead of Must.

Choose to see everything through the mirror of your new discovered joy! This joy
is the sister of your sorrow. 

The more veritable joy and true feeling, the more you grow.

And in due time, out of this joy – which is your true I-ness -, you will see that change swiftly happens around you. New people, new opportunities, new chances to grow!…

YOU CHANGE YOUR DESTINY WHEN YOU CHANGE YOUR INNER STORY!

About julienmatei
I feel an inner urge to express what I see, to communicate and share with others all these impressions. Often the things I see are there, not yet manifest, but waiting... to be observed, talked about, and embraced. These new insights need another approach, a more vivid curiosity... Due to fear and prejudice we prefer to see only "the official" truth - but THE OFFICIAL TRUTH IS DEAD - being dead, it has nothing to give... We can continue pretending Death is fascinating or... we can take the trouble to LIVE... THE NEW has no definition yet... Again, IT requires another "perception", the courage to apprehend everything differently, from a totally new angle, with new confidence and inquisitive touch. This blog is not about interesting concepts, it is about participation... finding new solutions, inspiration, togetherness.

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