Wisdom and Word – the tools against the dark and blind forces

Obviously, most people give their power away, because it is to damn difficult to find out for yourself, and so they invent some outer authority – the so-called State – which compensates the inner lack of contact with their inherent power.

MOST PEOPLE ARE AFRAID TO FIND OUT THEIR TRUE DESTINY, as it is excruciatingly difficult to individuate.

It´s something like ”I prefer to bargain my life and precious energy away just to escape my not knowing how to live and respond to the immediate challenge of life. I give you my everything in order to get away from myself.

Angela:
What you say is true. Also I think that (perhaps even most people) never delve that deeply into introspection as to how to best live. The follow the dictates of what “success” means in the general consensus of society and hope they can do what it takes to be successful in society, which usually amounts to material success, the outer trappings of a well-lived life. The creative, intellectual and spiritual side is lost to most people. They don’t see it as relevant or important enough. They are content with the surface of things. If they can keep up their “life style” and others do not interfere with that they are happy and if they are not happy they get an addiction of some kind to make them feel better in the short-term. Organized religion plays to this empty feeling as well and offers all kinds of feel-good thought forms.

What though, is the greater potential? Do we have one? And how best would it be put onto an evolutionary track?

I love your way of thinking, you are one of the few, very few I have met who have such courage.

Me:
I´ve always spoken out my truth, but I hardly received any resonance feeling many times that I might be totally “wrong”, that I somehow deceived myself unbeknownst.

It´s been a hell of a journey up to this point. Dante had Virgil, Odysseus had his crew…most people have someone…I had no one to guide me, someone beside me throughout these years of wondering in the underworld to tell me if I´m right or totally self-deluded.

So Word and Reflection have been my only tools to survive in these really “outlandish”
regions of being.

Now since few days, I am coming out of this Inferno and these my insights and my “way of thinking” have been the very shield against these atrociously dark and blind forces.

To use Wisdom as a key out of Hell…Yes…Wisdom is healing and restoring me…

Indeed, courage was for me a matter of survival – nothing more or less.

So, I said all this to give you a hint as to the gratefulness I feel reading your last words
in your comment:

“I love your way of thinking, you are one of the few, very few I have met who
have 
such courage.”

I bow and say Thank You.

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About julienmatei
I feel an inner urge to express what I see, to communicate and share with others all these impressions. Often the things I see are there, not yet manifest, but waiting... to be observed, talked about, and embraced. These new insights need another approach, a more vivid curiosity... Due to fear and prejudice we prefer to see only "the official" truth - but THE OFFICIAL TRUTH IS DEAD - being dead, it has nothing to give... We can continue pretending Death is fascinating or... we can take the trouble to LIVE... THE NEW has no definition yet... Again, IT requires another "perception", the courage to apprehend everything differently, from a totally new angle, with new confidence and inquisitive touch. This blog is not about interesting concepts, it is about participation... finding new solutions, inspiration, togetherness.

7 Responses to Wisdom and Word – the tools against the dark and blind forces

  1. I bow to you as well…….I feel very blessed …..our connection through cyber-space tells me
    that yes, indeed, Wisdom IS and will be our guide.

    ~~~ my eyes whell with tears………JOY! http://blueangelwolf.wordpress.com/2013/11/18/wild-heart

  2. This is really inspiring – your self-awareness must be exhausting. Really lovely insights that I can think about. Thank you.

    • julienmatei says:

      It seems that the one who has wandered in the Underworld can bring forth a new inspiration, a new soothing awareness. Yes…A new promise of Light. I am not neccesarily speaking of myself here.

      I am among those few though who has dared take this arduous Journey.

      I am glad these words reach out to you. Inspiration is after all a divine gift. It´s true togetherness.
      It is born out of togetherness.

      Just let me know please: what do you have in mind with this: “your self-awareness must be exhausting”?

      • By focusing on so many processes and thoughts of meanings to you life and experience, as well as actually living in the moment – with so much enveloping you at any time… it must be tiring. I’d find it so.

      • julienmatei says:

        You see, there is a grand paradox here:

        After all these hardships and trials, everything is ineffably “easy”. Yes, ease and easily delightful…A weightless flow of sorts…- I can hardly believe it myself.

        This is actually the hardest thing to fathom: life is so harsh to most people not because of the practical aspects, but because they are weighed down by their thoughts, by time, by fear…

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