The stories are eager to be told

Wish I could use both hands and feet writing different stories simultaneously 😛

Interesting image ha…? Julien Matei becoming a huge yellow octopus 😀

So peculiar: What hasn´t happened in years, happens in one day…In few hours really.

This day marks a clear end of a chapter and the beginning of a new one.

I wrote in my About section that I was never sure as to the truth of My Writing.

But now I am…

Everything I said is consistent. Insofar as it did work on me, inasmuch as whatever I wrote, healed me. And there is not some insignificant task I refer to, but a coming out from the worst delirious darkness, depression and unimaginable adversity.

I had the guts to believe and follow my My Inner Guidance against all odds. Against all Saturnian Solitude, abyssal sorrows and misunderstanding, I didn´t quit – as many would have done…

Yes, I am proud of myself that after these three long years of immense hard work since I started to write, it begins to pay off. Don´t think it´s about a book offer, money or material endorsement, oh no… – But a new space of great joy, radiance, generosity, calm and great sense of balance emerges both within and without me…An unearthly reassurance…An incredible elation…

So here we go…I say thank you to you all who through a comment or a good thought,
have directly or indirectly participated in this outlandish Odyssey!…

If I managed to “change” and transform mishap into great Peace and steady Inner
Flow, someone else can too.


The stories are joyously and eagerly bursting out, urgently craving to be told 🙂

About julienmatei
I feel an inner urge to express what I see, to communicate and share with others all these impressions. Often the things I see are there, not yet manifest, but waiting... to be observed, talked about, and embraced. These new insights need another approach, a more vivid curiosity... Due to fear and prejudice we prefer to see only "the official" truth - but THE OFFICIAL TRUTH IS DEAD - being dead, it has nothing to give... We can continue pretending Death is fascinating or... we can take the trouble to LIVE... THE NEW has no definition yet... Again, IT requires another "perception", the courage to apprehend everything differently, from a totally new angle, with new confidence and inquisitive touch. This blog is not about interesting concepts, it is about participation... finding new solutions, inspiration, togetherness.

4 Responses to The stories are eager to be told

  1. Chatty Owl says:

    I wish I had the ability to write few things simultaneously! But its not about having extra hands or learning how to write with my right foot, its all about having a powerful mind to do that!
    Writing is therapeutical and definitely causes waves of pleasure.
    Keep writing!

    • julienmatei says:

      When I compose I hear the voices melting into each other.

      Every single voice pursuing its own course but participating in the Unity of the work.

      Simultaneity…Polyphony is such blessing – the grace of being “many” in One…and one in many…

      That was the idea I had when I said I wanted to create stories which intertwine each other in the same instant 🙂

      I have no idea how to achieve this “togetherness” with words.

      Apart from writing music, I feel compelled to start making films…as writing entalis linearity, and whatever I want to convey is not linear but simultaneous.

      A non coherent coherence, The Sense released from all rational sense…

      Layers of stories after story in The Story.

      All in Nothing 🙂

      PS: Do you have a Facebook account?

      • Chatty Owl says:

        Unfortunately, I don’t have facebook. Well, I do, but I never use it. Such an awkward social place.
        But the idea of making films is exciting! Good luck with that.

      • julienmatei says:

        Before, people used to chat on some kind of messenger. They all moved to Facebook and Linkedin.

        Most confessedly I am not a great fan of Facebook but I know some people in different countries with whom I chat.

        You´re a smart Owl too, 😉 and it´s kind of nice having a dialogue with you, that´s why I asked 😉

        After all, dialogue creates the story and the inspiration 😉

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