The only true abundance – NOW

Yes, it’s the only true abundance, and yet I don’t live my life from that understanding.

Utterly speaking, is there a difference between “I do” and “I don´t”?

What happened if you “lived” your life from that understanding? Honestly, would that make a sensible difference?


Who lives, and who doesn´t?…

If you didn´t live, would you still live or understand?…

Am I playing with words here?…God forbid, why would I?

The thing is that we could indulge and talk for ever about Now, but logic will never fathom
what Now – Life – is about.

“I live” is the beginning of fear. The beginning of trouble. 

“I live – or live not – `my life´ is a double lie.

After all:


How can a lie – the ego – ever understand anything?…

The ego will never surrender, that is, it will not and cannot understand this present moment.

The ego is the denial of life, as simple as that. The denial of Now.

About julienmatei
I feel an inner urge to express what I see, to communicate and share with others all these impressions. Often the things I see are there, not yet manifest, but waiting... to be observed, talked about, and embraced. These new insights need another approach, a more vivid curiosity... Due to fear and prejudice we prefer to see only "the official" truth - but THE OFFICIAL TRUTH IS DEAD - being dead, it has nothing to give... We can continue pretending Death is fascinating or... we can take the trouble to LIVE... THE NEW has no definition yet... Again, IT requires another "perception", the courage to apprehend everything differently, from a totally new angle, with new confidence and inquisitive touch. This blog is not about interesting concepts, it is about participation... finding new solutions, inspiration, togetherness.

2 Responses to The only true abundance – NOW

  1. seeingwhatis says:

    Great. Yes, ego is per definition what makes Us unable to see the true state of things. Ego is the demon that hold people hostage.
    Compassion with ego is compassion with negativity and evil.
    Do or don’t is the same. As you say. It’s relating to a “me”.
    Acceptance is the dropping relation to a me.
    It’s the end of relating.
    Noone doing it.
    I see that you see very clearly now.
    Makes my heart sing.

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