The difficult part is that almost no one will ever tell you the truth. Everyone hides indulging in their facades. So if you want to find out the truth about anything real, you need many times to be a skilful “thief”; yes, you have to be incredibly astute and awake to see through all the standard deceit, and steal the information people are not willing to share.

With no particular reason, many times I found myself feeling guilty. I just couldn´t figure it out why…Where was this depressing guilt and bad conscience coming from? All this seemingly unfeasible struggle for an answer  came abruptly to an end…Some days ago, out of the blue, I identified the answer I long had searched for:

Of course, I was tormented by the fact that people and society compel me feel and live like a thief – I have to steal in order to find…

I posed this utterly scary but fundamentally vital question in a post yesterday. Through an incredible synchronicity the same day, I bumped into this article written by Paul Levy on Monica Cassani´s blog, which has given me the answer I have been long searching for.

Here some excerpts answering my initial question.

“It does seem that we are possessed by some demonic power that is leading us, trance like, into self-destruction.”

Jung comments, “…an unknown ‘something’ has taken possession of a smaller or greater portion of the psyche and asserts its hateful and harmful existence undeterred by all our insight, reason, and energy, thereby proclaiming the power of the unconscious over the conscious mind, the sovereign power of possession.”

“When we are possessed we are not free, we are not masters in our own house. When we are possessed by the unconscious, we become dissociated from ourselves such…