The Unreal is far more real than “reality”

Despite being a musician myself, I have always had problems in interacting with “musicians”.
Most of them have no vision at all, lack any sense of phantasy, they dont usually understand a thing beyond common rendition of any piece, in short, most of them are a total nuisance and a bore.

Unbearable…

God, how I had to put up with their petty fear, misjudgment and their “intellectual”
aloofness which many times was nothing but pompous mediocrity. In their “company”
I felt like a total misfit, thinking only of mischief  – how to corrupt their incredible narcissism and lack of self-distance.

In their “understanding” I wasn´t “serious” being interested in literature and philosophy. When they found out that I paint, write poems and essays, things become even worse.

Unless you stick with the known and the petty, you become an outlaw.

Trying to “convince” them through wise argumentation and coherent thought…