A letter to Phoebe

There is nothing worthwhile or fruitful in lies..

The Demiurge hates the truth – bear this in mind…The demiurge will do anything to prevent us, to thwart this love, unless we see him clearly at work.

Don´t think too much because thought is fear!… Thought is the false personality wanting to possess the Soul. Be therefore careful, this is very fragile, the evil powers want things to be postponed and so, if you procrastinate, this blessed divine energy is going to fade…

And if it does, it will never return. And sorrow will prevail…

About julienmatei
I feel an inner urge to express what I see, to communicate and share with others all these impressions. Often the things I see are there, not yet manifest, but waiting... to be observed, talked about, and embraced. These new insights need another approach, a more vivid curiosity... Due to fear and prejudice we prefer to see only "the official" truth - but THE OFFICIAL TRUTH IS DEAD - being dead, it has nothing to give... We can continue pretending Death is fascinating or... we can take the trouble to LIVE... THE NEW has no definition yet... Again, IT requires another "perception", the courage to apprehend everything differently, from a totally new angle, with new confidence and inquisitive touch. This blog is not about interesting concepts, it is about participation... finding new solutions, inspiration, togetherness.

3 Responses to A letter to Phoebe

  1. salma008 says:

    Hi Julien,
    I wanted to share this message to you, sent to me from my friend Kip Mauzy. I thought you would enjoy it:

    “The mind must cling on to something.
    It clings on to the body,
    clings on to thoughts,
    clings on to emotions.

    When it can cling on to something
    it feels real,
    it feels as though it’s something solid,
    defined, and that feels safe.

    Even though there’s suffering in that safety,
    there’s limitation in that safety
    there’s separation in that safety
    there’s even conflict, stress,
    it prefers that safety.

    But when the mind begins to recognize
    that which is beyond thinking,
    beyond emotions, beyond the physical,
    it recognizes a sense of being
    that it can cling on to.
    And there’s nothing wrong with that.

    So you cling on to a sense of impersonal being
    that does not have form
    but still has a sense of self to it
    which is peaceful to a certain degree;
    blissful to a certain degree.

    But if the mind does not cling on to that self,
    if your attention does not have to cling on,
    if you release that clinging urge,
    when you relax that sense of being enough
    it becomes something
    that cannot be spoken about in any way.

    It’s the absence of everything.
    It is the absence of everything yet it is infinite.

    You no longer have a center,
    you’re scattered in all directions;

    Words like nothingness, the void
    they kind of point to it but
    they’re almost derogatory
    they’re not good words,
    but they point to that absence of everything:
    Not this, not this, not this.

    See the mind clings on
    clings on to thinking, the personal self,
    then it clings on to a sense of being as consciousness
    but the nothingness it cannot cling on to.

    The infinite, it cannot cling on to.

    Yet the mind does recognize
    incredible delight, happiness, joy
    when that clinging is no more.
    When consciousness no longer
    has a center.

    It mischievously becomes intoxicated
    by its own relinquishment.

    Much love,


  2. Elinor says:

    Good post. I will be facing some of these issues as well..

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