Can we ever deconstruct the false self?

Sometimes Life poses impossible questions which are not to be answered intellectually. And unless you manage to find the appropriate answer, you´ll invariably go on with the same drama which relentlessly governs you from within.

So I had pondered this question lately and being aware that conundrums are beyond the range of my humdrum mind, I asked my friend Carmen to enlighten me:

“What does a 5-year-old do? How am I to connect with the inner child within me who doesn´t respond to either knowledge or verbalization?”
“Only you can answer this for you”, she swiftly replied. She went on: “When I was young, I played. I loved being in my body. It was limber and energetic. As an adult I live much more out of my body. In my head.”

Later on the same day, I was sitting writing at the cafe I usually go to. A little girl came along with her father…I found out she was three. They sat next to me. She looked at me and began singing…making up a very coherent melody. She was also conducting her own song. So amusing. I joined her in her song and movement. She was overjoyed.

In the moment as I was “performing” together with her, the owner of the cafe in that very moment came and OFFERED ME THE MOST WONDERFUL COCKTAIL FOR FREE.

Yes!!…Such mind-blowing sign. How perfectly synchronistic, fun and delightful!y conveyed:

Life gave me the so longed for answer to the question to my ardent question. That´s the way you connect with the innocent child within, It said: Non-mentally. Through ease, laughter, creativity and spontaneous play.

Let go of mind. Let go of time. Let go of understanding. No explanations needed…

The best things happen in no time as if magically:

Carmen must have instantly felt my thought of her. Staggering: While I was posting the picture of that enticing red beverage on Facebook, being eager to tell her that I had received an answer in such an astounding way, she instantly liked and commented the photo, before hearing what had happened…

If this is not the most amazing telepathy and delightful double synchronicity, I don t know what is.

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About julienmatei
I feel an inner urge to express what I see, to communicate and share with others all these impressions. Often the things I see are there, not yet manifest, but waiting... to be observed, talked about, and embraced. These new insights need another approach, a more vivid curiosity... Due to fear and prejudice we prefer to see only "the official" truth - but THE OFFICIAL TRUTH IS DEAD - being dead, it has nothing to give... We can continue pretending Death is fascinating or... we can take the trouble to LIVE... THE NEW has no definition yet... Again, IT requires another "perception", the courage to apprehend everything differently, from a totally new angle, with new confidence and inquisitive touch. This blog is not about interesting concepts, it is about participation... finding new solutions, inspiration, togetherness.

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