How I have been punished these endless years…Punished for daring be myself, punished for being in unspeakable emotional pain, punished for my unrelenting urge to search for and uncover the truth. Punished and laughed at for my gigantic desire to be free, to create, for my attempt to find new sustainable solutions to heal and empower ourselves.

Indeed, I have been harshly sanctioned for the hardest sin of daring to express Love.

All those who have maliciously aimed to kill my Joy, ridiculed, diminished and humiliated me, can go and fuck themselves now.


About julienmatei
I feel an inner urge to express what I see, to communicate and share with others all these impressions. Often the things I see are there, not yet manifest, but waiting... to be observed, talked about, and embraced. These new insights need another approach, a more vivid curiosity... Due to fear and prejudice we prefer to see only "the official" truth - but THE OFFICIAL TRUTH IS DEAD - being dead, it has nothing to give... We can continue pretending Death is fascinating or... we can take the trouble to LIVE... THE NEW has no definition yet... Again, IT requires another "perception", the courage to apprehend everything differently, from a totally new angle, with new confidence and inquisitive touch. This blog is not about interesting concepts, it is about participation... finding new solutions, inspiration, togetherness.

3 Responses to I AM

  1. Michael O.Brien says:

    You seem tormented 😦

  2. “None but ourselves can liberate our mind.”

    -Bob Marley

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