So why are we here…?

What´s the meaning of it all?…he asked me.

It´s a rather difficult undertaking to approach this stuff without lapsing into speculation. But seemingly – since we don´t have an appropriate language for meta reflection, we settle for what we have.

You may find this far-fetched and utterly nonsensical but oftentimes you kind of feel that “this world exists as a weird replica” of the real World. I can´t substantiate this logically, but luckily I found the same insight expressed in A Course in Miracles – namely that this world is an escape from Love.

And truth be said, the more I observe people and human nature, the more I realize this astounding truth: You can be absolved if you abuse, hurt, demean, torture, even kill…but humans will never forgive you for truly and unconditionally loving them.

Of course, no one will ever admit this…as denial is another name for who we are. Denial is with other words, another way of stating that this world is real, disavowing the Imperishable God´s Creation as the fabric of some deluded weaklings – the upside-down turned truth…

So…bearing this in mind, there is no meaning to something which doesn´t really
exist – namely, this world as we know it – no matter how we twist and turn it. With other words, NOTHING in this world – and I MEAN NOTHING – will bring about durable inward or outward peace, contentment or mental or emotional steadfastness – something everybody knows, but never acknowledges. It simply can´t. Because the whole idea behind this existence stems from a gigantic fake…

So…the only thing which gives meaning is the Holy Instant – that timeless gap, the
“in-between” freed from thought, becoming, that “something” beyond pursuit, aspiration or conceptualization….

The way you handle this paradox decides the course of your life

Everything – every gesture, every second, every breath – is monstrously important, and at the same time, totally irrelevant.

There is no such thing as ego or suffering

On the other hand,
There is an ego and there is suffering.

There is…
There is not…

“There” exists…
But Not…


There is no escape

No escape from Sorrow.
No escape from Depression.
No escape from heart-breaking Loneliness.

There is only your guts to unwaveringly
and unreservedly welcome all this pain
and treat it like a precious gift.

Mind is eventually a fearful Dream

Mind is the depositary of all yesterdays, of prevalent experience. Of memory. Of conditioning. Mind is by definition OLD. Being old and obtuse it is thus the antinomy of Now.

No matter the circumstance, it wants to keep busy. Occupied. Irrespective
if it´s “free” or “busy”. Simply put, Mind´s main function is constant conflict, that is, to resist and thwart Life…

And Life is another word for Love…

Life is its own metaphor

Reality is thus metaphorical and metaphors become palpably real. Trying to only change things outwardly often shows to be a senseless and fruitless undertaking.

Unless you manage to rightly take on the metaphor, decipher, and eventually outwit the symbolic drama within, you will forever remain caught in the maze. Either be devoured by the monster, or save yourself by killing it and come out reborn…

Whether it’s one’s specific karma or not, no one can tell..

Fact is that one has been punished in a “double” sense: not only you have suffered like hell from an erred heritage handed down by society, re-enacted and inflicted on you by immature and unconscious parents, but later on in life, this dysfunctional legacy deeply grafted within, made you an easy target for other people’s unresolved projections and hateful emotions….

Such a terrible agony to have been the object and depositary of this, sometimes subtle, sometimes fierce enmity nobody acknowledges, which is nevertheless more real than “real”.

Light Without Darkness

I don’t feel ‘darkness’ exists basically. I feel many people use darkness as an excuse not to be responsible and be all they really are.

Don´t let yourself be fooled: Darkness doesn´t exist, YET IT´S VERY REAL…This world we inhabit is the fabric of Separation. Separation never happened, yet, here we are, as separated bodies…The few Enlightened ones, say all it´s a dream, which, of course it is…But WHAT THEY NEVER TELL YOU IS THIS:

We have all created this World, as an escape from Love, as an escape from Who We Truly Are. This very set up has taken millions – if not billions? – years to bring about. It is a world which seems “distinct” and “other” than God´s Real Version.

A long story short:

The Creator of this world, the Ego or The Demiurge is anything but easily dismissed as something you let go of, just like that…as the shallow New Age writers want us to believe. This Ego is incredibly uncanny, clever, captivating and intriguing yet at the same time ineffably vengeful, bitchy, mischievous, vindictive, yes, totally unforgiving…totally antagonistic to true Love…DIVINE LOVE is its highest menace, its highest nightmare. After all, it has made up a world which is supposed to compete with the True Creation of God, and through suffering, decay and death show God that he – the demiurge – is right…So its only agenda is to obfuscate God and our inherent Light. To keep you caught in Illusion.

You don´t fool around with this villain. It can easily shape-shift from one to many. It disposes over an incredible arsenal of “methods” to keep us confined in darkness. IT SIMPLY DOESN´T WANT US TO LIVE AND BE HAPPY. It is so deeply ingrained in our false being – after all, It is our creation – that he would do anything to prevent us from untangling ourselves from him. Enlightenment – which is to reconnect with pristine Love – is its supreme defeat. But again, enlightenment is such a rare “achievement” which requires an unwavering courage and commitment to confront this Fiddle Master. Look to this wretched world and you will see him at work. Bottom line: It is the one who has invented time, thought, suffering, sorrow, distance, punishment, disease, death. None of these are real…Yet he fiercely wants us to believe they are…After all he is A Mad Idea which popped up eons ago in God´s mind…It is a terrifying Nothing…

I´m entitled to remain violent

“Joy calls forth an integrated willingness to share it, and promotes the mind’s natural impulse to respond as one.”- ACIM

It all sounds fair in theory…In real life, if you venture to convey or even slightly intimate this truth, they will turn you into their worst enemy…

Let´s face it:

Oneness is the most horrendous threat: take away man´s mad idea of separation – his right of being special that is, his right of being violent – and you´ll support the consequences.

“If sorrow is my joy, who the hell said I want to be happy?”

Which fool do you want to be?

Only a fool would deny what the evidence says.

On the other hand it is only a fool that would believe what the evidence says.