Reclaim your real life

“Create your own road show – the Nexus of space and time, where you are Now.
Now is the most immediate sector of your universe and if you´re worrying about somebody else, – pop stars, politicians or whoever -, then you are disempowered,
you´re giving it all away to icons which are maintained by an electronic media,
so that you wanna dress like X or have lips like Y. This is shit brained, this kind of thinking.


Your friends, your associations, your highs, your orgasms, your hopes,
your plans, your fears.

But we are told NO!

We’re unimportant, we’re peripheral. ‘Get a degree, get a job, get a this, get a that.’ And then you’re a player, you don’t want to even play in that game. You want to reclaim your mind and get it out of the hands of the cultural engineers who want to turn you into a half-baked moron consuming all this trash that’s being manufactured out of the bones of a dying world.”

– Terence McKenna

Failing can be your success

What you call “success” is usually your worst failure.

That is not to think that failure means invariably success…

Trapped and cheated

She writes incessantly.

Whatever she says is
seemingly right
and true.

You can sense wisdom in her lines.

You can sense a strong yearning to reach out.

And yet…

She is a perfect stranger to her words.

After reading her, you feel estranged too…
You have the eery feeling
of being left out of yourself.

Irreverent and happy!

Emma says:

I will be inside with a ridiculous grin on my face, being wickedly creative day and night and eating a great breakfast every day with hazelnut coffee, living the life I was born to lead, irreverent and happy, childishly so!


Why is yearning so praised?

Yearning, otherwise known as motivation, seems to be PRAISED – yet,
is this not one of the forces that makes us so miserable?

It is as you say.

Yearning entails that we are miserable now, that´s quite obvious.

What is most upsetting is that tacitly, we are almost expected to be miserable – that is, obsessed with becoming, obsessed with our personal futile striving, which in fact is running from illusion to another illusion, never reaching anything but the initial frustration in different guises.

Running away in circles not coming anywhere, seems to be our legacy.

To be unhappy, but running a senseless race for a later retribution which will never come, is called respectability.


If only closed minds came with closed mouths…

Stay where you are

She says:
When you are so used to being here, how can you be not here?… I’m trying so hard!

Trying too hard means repudiating the existing things. When you delve deep in What is,
you will seamlessly feel the What is not, in What is.

Stay right where you are, dig on the spot.

The masters of stumbling

When they stumble all their life, they naturally take great pleasure in seeing
others stumble – deliberately preventing each other from having a nice and seamless life.

Real contact is tabu, dancing and being together is emotionally incorrect nowadays, yes, even dangerous.
God forbid, it is too unpredictable… – what can happen if we get to know each other…?

“I am miserable but strong in my stupid loneliness, but you are not supposed to see that.”

She asked me if I´m well.
I am ok I guess, I am so utterly bored at times though, to be “dancing” on my own.

Creativity and self-doubt

The Real Dream is timeless – dreamless creation.

When we fall into the illusion of time, we are out of touch with Dream and Creativity,
becoming the victims of self doubt.

Self-doubt creates time. Indulging in time, is inducing in self doubt…

Just ponder

Do we need a “something else” in order to understand the “what”…?