Ego and Self

The phoney story of “me”

The most horrendous and incurable disease is the
overrated significance you ascribe your ego.

The more ensnared you are in your specific life history
the more incurious and uninterested you are in the others…
In turn, the others are solely concerned about themselves.

No wonder there is no public space nowadays:

Everything has become a sum of non-encounters.

And where there is no encounter, there is only failure.


…- the most perplexing threat for every bloated ego…

My unwavering statement

If the price of being special is loneliness and isolation,
than I much prefer to be no one, but in seamless communion
with everything living.


A dialogue about the urge for “more”

I do not see the need for more as a distancing from oneself. The kind of accumulation I am speaking about, doesn´t reffer to tangible stuff, but to soul: the urge for more, is wanting to improve your soul.

Escaping what is, is not necessarily escaping the good. It may entail that you feel different now than the one you once were, and that you may want to become your former self again.

This is not necessarily evolution or involution, it´s growing.

You can not stay in the same spot, no matter how contented you are in your soul.

Even the hermits that renounce the material side of life seek to learn more about
God, they strive to perfect themselves.
I do not indulge in empty theory, or at least, I try not to.
And if you see things subjectively, it’s because I am a friend of pure reason.

Wishing to “improve” your soul is projection. Ego… – cheating itself.

How can we ever speak about “improvement” when divinity knows no degrees of comparison?… Divinity is a mighty continuous flow that we can not conceive with
the tools of our limited perception.

To put it this way: The Flow is never static but highly dynamic, total, inexpressibly
alive, eternally renewing itself second by second.

It may sound conceited, but even hermits can be wrong trying to “perfect themselves”.

How can you perfect your being, when Being is its own perfection?…

The only perfection we can speak about is the immediate realization that you have to empty yourself of the content of your I-ness.

If you feel different now than the one you once were, trying to become your former
self again, you are moving inside the maze of illusion… again, inside the egoic projection…

Moving within the different degrees of is self-delusion – which is ego in a nutshell – is being stuck in a spot. To invariably empower Illusion is not “growing”.

Reason has been given to us to understand that it is of no avail.

God has great humor after all…


Be civilized and shut up!

Here we don´t talk about essential stuff.

Don´t you dare joke about our taboos:

My repressed sexuality, my neurosis,
my frustrations, malice and inhibitions…

My fear is sacred.

My madness holy.

Ego turns everything alive into a dead memory to possess.

Another misbelief

Not only that it doesn´t believe, but even when the Ego “believes”,
it´s not believing anyhow…

So simple as that:

Believing is another misbelief…

My statement for today

Due to some people showing their flagrant discontent regarding the “how” of my writing,
I have to clear up some things:

I can not be held liable over anyone´s negative emotions. Negative emotions are each and everyone´s personal responsiblity.

I am not in the least interested to show off or put down anyone with my writing.
Argument is ultimately lack and disinterest to find real motivation. Argument is fear and resistance.
Arguing enhances fear.

Obviously, certain of my posts are not ingratiating ego lullabies, there are many others who successfully indulge in that kind of futile pursuit. It is not my intent either to be liked or disliked, but to create a real impact for those ready to be “impacted”

Habitually, we are so inveterate-ly caught in delusion and hypocrisy so what many times is taken for “Love”,
is just Egomania. Languorous rubbish. Soap opera.

We are mirrors of each other´s True Image not of each other´s reciprocal falseness.
Mirrors of Encounters is a place for true encounter, self-critical examination, honesty and readiness to question, not a place for convenient falsehood and comfortable idleness.

Truth demystifies illusion. Truth hurts… – the ego is first to repudiate Truth, taking it as menace.
I am not here to flirt or fraternize with bad taste, pretense, fraud and imposture.
Truth is not self-infatuation.

Consequently, if any of you find the things above mentioned disturbing,
I am not going to respond to anyone´s personal frustration and resentment projected on me!

Whoever wants to stay or leave is free to do so!