In a split second, it all dawned on me

That was the end of sorrow…I grasped it all, or so it seemed. In fact, that instant reassured me that there was nothing to grasp:

I WAS THIS VERY GRASPING. THIS INHUMAN, PATHLESS JOY…

Yes…this unmediated Joy had in truth no counterpart, but intimately knew what sadness was…

And then I woke up.

I had forgotten it…

Was it a dream, or am I dreaming now?…