It is the unlived life that makes you restless

A great insight

The other day I was sitting at my usual cafe writing. At some point I felt beyond doubt that I was pursuing some very important insight, I was kind of onto something nominous which made itself heard inside of me, that indeed, while writing, a great soothing force was being unleashed both within but outside me as well.

There was a girl sitting next to me. A stranger. She somehow felt what I felt in those moments, no words were needed. I just couldn´t help but observing how that subtle but powerfully emanating stream of energy, hardly detectable by the intellect, was something “real”- something healing both myself, and the proximity around me. Who can say how far this “proximity” reaches out…?

So, in moments of despondency I remind myself of this meaningful episode, knowing that my writing goes beyond this very moment into something that regards us all.

Truth is not a mere mental concept, but an overpowering, felt reality…

A dream comes true

Indeed, in this very second I feel such an incredible far-reaching joy and gratitude. What I long wished for, and didn´t happen, now it happens. Yes, I see a dream coming true:

My eager wish to communicate and share, my desire to initiate a place where we can dare have a real debate about uncomfortable topics,
questioning things that are consciously overlooked, well…now this is happening under my eyes on Mirrors of Encounters.

It is a hard journey. Many times during the day I feel hopelessly lonely and lost, dealing with insights that almost nobody is interested to hear, accept or take up. I meant many times to give up writing here. But sometimes it´s good not to give in.

Now at last…! comments are made, when we dare exchange and share our experiences, it feels actually that we create a breath of fresh air.

As realmanure. says:  “I do not see a cure in sight for the world’s malaise. But we must live somewhere in the middle of optimism and pessimism.” Indeed, this timid voice of hope and – why not – new lucid optimism, makes itself felt. I for one, begin to breath as if a burden is being taken away from my chest. This communication is like fresh oxygen to me.

I feel it, it gives a precious feeling of promising joy and new meaning. It is still hard – working with oneself is the hardest job you can do – but now, when this wheel of communication has slowly started to spin, I can say this energy is unbelievable. IT IS REAL, this presence created out of honest communication is undaunted and  powerful.  It goes beyond this very context, into something far more comprising than we are aware.

I guess if I feel this blessed energy of real hope, it is for sure going to reach out to many others who sincerely are on the same track of Self-recover and Self-retrieving – the most mighty of all journeys.