I am so gloriously dead – that´s why I am searching for an even more deadening relation

Everyone today chases The Serious Relation. “Serious ” being a synonym and symptom for an unbecoming clinging to security, a reciprocal fucking killing, a miserable and futile compensation for the kind of lifeless non-commitment to oneself and Life.

Taking healthy risks and expose myself to real life and living?…Poetry, generosity of feeling, real passion, soul-swiftness?…Too dangerous. Too impractical.

Consequently, what we nowadays call Relation is another word for killing life together.