Depending on whether or not you get this:
The gist is that no matter what you do, or how hard you try, when it comes to reaching the highest Reality – call it God, Source, Grace, the Miracle – you will unquestionably fail.
You see, you can’t negotiate with it. You don’t go to It. It will come to you, when you truly understand the above:
Namely, that no undertaking will take you there.