Light Without Darkness

She:
I don’t feel ‘darkness’ exists basically. I feel many people use darkness as an excuse not to be responsible and be all they really are.

Me:
Don´t let yourself be fooled: Darkness doesn´t exist, YET IT´S VERY REAL…This world we inhabit is the fabric of Separation. Separation never happened, yet, here we are, as separated bodies…The few Enlightened ones, say all it´s a dream, which, of course it is…But WHAT THEY NEVER TELL YOU IS THIS:

We have all created this World, as an escape from Love, as an escape from Who We Truly Are. This very set up has taken millions – if not billions? – years to bring about. It is a world which seems “distinct” and “other” than God´s Real Version.

A long story short:

The Creator of this world, the Ego or The Demiurge is anything but easily dismissed as something you let go of, just like that…as the shallow New Age writers want us to believe. This Ego is incredibly uncanny, clever, captivating and intriguing yet at the same time ineffably vengeful, bitchy, mischievous, vindictive, yes, totally unforgiving…totally antagonistic to true Love…DIVINE LOVE is its highest menace, its highest nightmare. After all, it has made up a world which is supposed to compete with the True Creation of God, and through suffering, decay and death show God that he – the demiurge – is right…So its only agenda is to obfuscate God and our inherent Light. To keep you caught in Illusion.

You don´t fool around with this villain. It can easily shape-shift from one to many. It disposes over an incredible arsenal of “methods” to keep us confined in darkness. IT SIMPLY DOESN´T WANT US TO LIVE AND BE HAPPY. It is so deeply ingrained in our false being – after all, It is our creation – that he would do anything to prevent us from untangling ourselves from him. Enlightenment – which is to reconnect with pristine Love – is its supreme defeat. But again, enlightenment is such a rare “achievement” which requires an unwavering courage and commitment to confront this Fiddle Master. Look to this wretched world and you will see him at work. Bottom line: It is the one who has invented time, thought, suffering, sorrow, distance, punishment, disease, death. None of these are real…Yet he fiercely wants us to believe they are…After all he is A Mad Idea which popped up eons ago in God´s mind…It is a terrifying Nothing…

For whoever is ready to hear

To be able to play a musical instrument well, along with technical skill, it requires ABOVE ALL, a formidable unforced yet swift and alert attention.

Not only that Music asks for heeding and hearing each and every Instant as if it was new, but it demands the impossible: namely, to be aware of tones which go in fractions of seconds

I repeat: not seconds but fractions of seconds.

Imagine you being compelled to find order and right relation between those tones in that intense velocity. AND YET… If I make an analogy, one needs that incredible sensitivity, inner sharpness and rest when it comes to “outwitting” and de-conditioning the obsolete mind…

Only in that unspeakable speed can we deal with mind in all its insidious entitlements:

Thought, name, time, corporeity, memory, experience…

You are already doing that

Please, consider this:

I am sitting writing these very words. Now…- if I said “oh, how I wish to sit down and write”, while I am actually doing just that, you may wonder as to my being entirely sane…

And yet…that´s what people do.

“Everybody lives tomorrow or yesterday and never now…! I so long for a Now.”- she said.

“When you say everybody”- I replied – “you mean yourself. How on earth can you long for a now, when you undeniably are immersed in this Now? Only the person feeling disengaged from life wants `to live´. If you say, `I am going to live now´, you will resist and push away this present moment even more.”

Indeed…

We are always prone to create a gap between us and the very thing we strive for. This very gap is Desire – that is, Time, which is Fear, which is Pain, insecurity, insufficiency and frustration, which is doubt…which is fragmentation. Which ultimately is distance from ourselves.

Absence…

We think we are Absence. Absence striving to Presence…and in this uncanny process of striving, we create nothing but even more absence…more havoc…more infelicity.

So don´t wish to read these lines – you are already doing that!

🙂

 

 

Reality is wholeness

For most people, “Wholeness” is a mere futile concept, like music for the deaf. They are “deaf” to reality insofar as they take thought for Life.

Thinking – as we know it – cannot consequently grasp “Wholeness”. We can´t heal unless we question and eventually give up thought-identity.

Insanely difficult…- as this is our most precious heritage – our very Identity is and
stems directly from Thinking.

Debra:
I don’t know what you mean by “give up thought.” Have you experienced this?

Me:
I write only about things I have directly experienced.

Most assuredly, I have always wondered what it was meant by “Learn to die before you die”. I have lately understood: it is for sure the greatest challenge for man – to give up the false ego – that is, the wrong immemorial identification with THOUGHT! Thought is with other words, the “me”- identity which is so treacherously opposed to the totality of Life.

TO GIVE UP THE THOUGHT-MADE IDENTITY… – it is not less than a heroic act of courage as I come to realize that Thought has eventually nothing to do with Life…Thought is the greatest barrier to know Reality. In fact, ultimately, I see thinking as the worst disease invented by man, to defend himself from The Wholeness of Reality.

Yes…Thought which is self-imposed psychological Time – our shield defending us from directly experiencing Life.

Knowing you as You

Where there is total interruption of time, linearity, and thought, in that immediate perception Fear ceases its existence…- and the dream of duality ends.
First when Fear is dispelled, Being shines in its original being-ness. And what is “left” then, is pure Knowing, knowing you, as You…

When Time dies, Fear dies

When Fear dies, Strife dies.

When Strife dies, Conditioning dies.

When conditioning dies, THE LOVING YOU ARISE.

Creativity and self-doubt

The Real Dream is timeless – dreamless creation.

When we fall into the illusion of time, we are out of touch with Dream and Creativity,
becoming the victims of self doubt.

Self-doubt creates time. Indulging in time, is inducing in self doubt…