Nothing to do…

I witness with greatest wonder that I have no control left over anything. That I simply have to trust this intelligence within me that I know nothing about…An intelligence which is strikingly simple and yet overarchingly real…

No…I can´t do anything to “awake” it…I have no clues as to HOW it works or WHEN it works…

I need to surrender…Indeed SURRENDER. First now, this word has a first-hand significance…